I have the feeling that my male best friend kind of hates me or something. Oh well, not HATE me but dislikes me now. IDK. Its just that, he doesn’t talk to me as before and well, I know I have contributed to that but doesn't he know I’m that way? That I sometimes have my loneliness periods where I feel depressed because of everyone? I mean, he only talks to me now to tell me about pink floyd and casual talk. I mean we used to talk deep, or at least I considered it deep talk. And he is replacing my friendship, I don’t know and I don’t think he does it on purpose, but it hurts. And now I’m getting this off because in reality is been inside me for months. I don’t want to lose you, you are a very interesting person and one of the few people I don’t get bored of.

I'm sorry its only emo-depressing stuff with me. I really can't help it and I know you deserve more. Happy thoughts, happy thoughts. I wish for them.