To begin my rambling: Today I feel like shit and I am fucking mad at everyone I hate this, it happens to me a lot and I fucking hate it. I really am starting to believe I have a problem but I don't think I'll ever go to a psychologist because I will not trust him/her. I have trust issues, which should be enough for me to go to one, but me being the person I am, of course I don't go. Even when my school provides me one for free but still, I will not go to the psychologist of my school because I am paranoid the person will tell everyone. Yes, I am that fucked-up.

Anyway, let's talk about less depressing stuff which with me is kind of difficult. So, a recently good news I have is that I got early access to Pottermore (cool story bro) and I actually like the class I sign in for in university [side note: my high-school has this thing where I can go to one class in the university it is affiliated] is related to fashion design. And I know I have been absent and a lot of you may not use blogspot anymore but the thing is, I really need a place to write my stuff because it keeps me sane and a journal is very tedious.