GARMENTS AND GARDENS (lord knows it will be the first time)

2012-01-05T15:43:00.005-06:00

According to Style.com Fall Collections are beginning in 5 weeks. And they have proposed what are their guesses as to which Pre-Fall trends are going to blast off in February. These are some of their guesses along with pictures that illustrate this guesses.

Emerald Evenings

Many designers incorporated Emerald, Teal and Green-Blue into their collections. From Diane Von Furstenberg to Jason Wu. They all used it.

It's a cinch

Another guess of an upcoming trend in the next Fashion Weeks is the revive focus on the waist designers have had in Pre-Fall. You can see this focus on the waist in the Jason Wu emerald looks I posted before. Some other examples:

Toggle Coats

Toggle Coats most probably will be the Fall 2012 must-have jackets. Be on alert as they were almost everywhere in Pre-Fall.

Maxi-Maxi

Maxxi Pants will be the maxi skirts of fall

Well, that's about it. And in five weeks we will see if these predictions will become true or not. Personally, I cannot wait for fashion week to start already!

2011-12-30T22:25:00.006-06:00

"When I was younger, I felt it was my duty to wake people up. I thought poetry was asleep. I thought rock 'n' roll was asleep."

2011-12-19T22:59:00.005-06:00

Was never much but we made the most

This post means I'm kind of back, not that anybody particularly cares but this "return", as I want to call it, is more because I want to, because I want to share stuff I like, fashion mainly, beautiful pictures, beautiful songs, interesting poems, my thoughts, etc.

So, as of now, I wanted to share this Valentine Fillol-Cordier pictures because she truly is an inspiration for me, style-wise, and because I love this editorial, like a lot.

Also, one of the reasons I haven't been here in a lot of time is because I succumb to temptation in tumblr. I mean, I love blogger, don't misunderstand me, is where I begin my rambling and as I have said before, I find it more personal, mainly because no one I know from real life knows about this blog but in tumblr they do so... but that is not why I'm back, I'm back because I missed this place and this more personal interaction between bloggers.

And I have SO much to talk about, what I want to do with my life, how am I going to get where I want to be in 15 years? And is a lot of rambling I have inside that no one really wants to hear, but whatever, I will spill it here. Be warned!

I have been feeling more lonely lately, is, like, nobody really cares, except for my family I think, if I am there or not. Like I am not really neccesary for someone, I feel like I'm disposable in many many ways. And I don't know what to do about it. And I have this feeling of emptiness lately that no matter what I do is always there. Is weird.

I question myself: What have you done with your life? What significant think that leaves a mark in some have you done? And the answer is "Nothing" and I come to the realization that I have been wasting my youth years, I have not done a single thing for others or even for myself, I haven't kiss anyone, I haven't gotten drunk, I haven't let loose in a night or I simple haven't done enought, and is frustrating because I keep telling to myself: "You're gonna do it. You're gonna live your life and enjoy yourself. Not now, next year, or even when you don't live here anymore, where you don't have all this pressure and when you can be yourself! And you know what, fuck that, I want to live now, not tomorrow, not next month and definitely not next year. My life is passing by and I am not enjoying it 100% and it pisses me off and Still I don't do a thing about it.

The true is, I don't know how to begin. I don't know how to change my life for the better, how to organize myself, do productive things and not be a lazy person that just does nothing, literally nothing in her day. I don't know how to and I think it also influences that I am afraid of getting out of my comfort zone and even when I want to change, I do nothing and am still the same, but complaining. Is pathetic really, a pathetic cycle I am part of.

Anyway, I think I kind of let myself go this time, which is good, in a way, but I think I'm being way to open, which normally I'm not because in real life I trust no one.

So, the thing is, I want to focus on everything me on this blog. I will post art, my own (I love self promotion if you haven't notice), fashion editorials, fashion shows, etc (I love fashion), my outfits (some of them, because I am narcisistic as fuck) So yeah, probably going to be a generic blog but I don't think I care as much. But don't worry, I will post what I did post before, songs and poems. I love Jacques Prévert and I will still post my favorite poems, not only in french or in english, but In my native tongue, spanish.

So, that's basically me as of now, and if you don't even remember me (It has been so long since I last really posted), this is a time for a new beginning: Hey! My name is Ingrid and I'm 18 years old.

2011-12-18T20:55:00.001-06:00

I know I have not updated in quite a while, I'll be back soon!

2011-08-28T01:55:00.004-05:00

Contemporary French Cinema

Today I'm going to talk about this beautiful french film called La belle personne. It is directed by Christophe Honoré, starring Louis Garrel, Léa Seydoux and Grégoire Leprince-Ringuet. I personally find the film to be incredibly touching. I mean, the story is relatable, but more than that, how you can feel what the characters are actually feeling is touching. And I don't mean to sound pretencious, but this is what I actually feel, I really, really, enjoyed it. I felt in love with all the details, the cinematography and specially the scene where there is a kind of flashback to one of the female professor's life. I really enjoyed the 'old school camera' effect. Also, the dialogues, I mean, there was this scene where they talked about love, it was a very honest conversation, in my point of view.

Léa Seydoux looks so beautiful with dark hair.

Also, the film redefined my love for Louis Garrel. Even when he was a little bit creepy sometimes.

Did I mention? The soundtrack is awesome too. Very french. Check it here & here.

2011-08-28T01:49:00.003-05:00

I have the feeling that my male best friend kind of hates me or something. Oh well, not HATE me but dislikes me now. IDK. Its just that, he doesn’t talk to me as before and well, I know I have contributed to that but doesn't he know I’m that way? That I sometimes have my loneliness periods where I feel depressed because of everyone? I mean, he only talks to me now to tell me about pink floyd and casual talk. I mean we used to talk deep, or at least I considered it deep talk. And he is replacing my friendship, I don’t know and I don’t think he does it on purpose, but it hurts. And now I’m getting this off because in reality is been inside me for months. I don’t want to lose you, you are a very interesting person and one of the few people I don’t get bored of.

I'm sorry its only emo-depressing stuff with me. I really can't help it and I know you deserve more. Happy thoughts, happy thoughts. I wish for them.

2011-08-10T20:42:00.003-05:00

To begin my rambling: Today I feel like shit and I am fucking mad at everyone I hate this, it happens to me a lot and I fucking hate it. I really am starting to believe I have a problem but I don't think I'll ever go to a psychologist because I will not trust him/her. I have trust issues, which should be enough for me to go to one, but me being the person I am, of course I don't go. Even when my school provides me one for free but still, I will not go to the psychologist of my school because I am paranoid the person will tell everyone. Yes, I am that fucked-up.

Anyway, let's talk about less depressing stuff which with me is kind of difficult. So, a recently good news I have is that I got early access to Pottermore (cool story bro) and I actually like the class I sign in for in university [side note: my high-school has this thing where I can go to one class in the university it is affiliated] is related to fashion design. And I know I have been absent and a lot of you may not use blogspot anymore but the thing is, I really need a place to write my stuff because it keeps me sane and a journal is very tedious.

2011-08-10T20:40:00.002-05:00

I really don't want to give this up because in here was the first place I kind of fell-in, I don't know how to explain the thing is that in here I have met some awesome people that are now my friends and I don't think I am ready to give things up. So I won't, not yet.

2011-04-01T11:44:00.009-06:00

DANS PARIS

This is such a pleasant movie to watch, the cinematography, the fluentcy of the dialogue and the lovable character's. Romain Duris work is exceptional and I highly recomend you watch the movie if provided with the opportunity.

Anna: I know you love me, that's the difference between us.

Paul: How can you know I love you? How can you be sure?

Anna: Before I followed you inside this hole, I lluled myself to sleep repeating "Paul loves me". I said it out loud hundreds of times, like a prayer. Meaningless words. We hardly knew each other. But something came out, something established. I believed you love me. I had faith in your love. This belief never left me. We can pray to be loved by only one person. It's not the worse way to save a soul. You never prayed for my love. You never needed my love.

2011-01-06T13:45:00.002-06:00

FATE

I see places, remember faces

and still I can’t find you

I hear voices on the nights

where there is whole moon

They incite me to try new things

that will make you come back

But still, I am afraid

and do nothing at all

Why I ruin all the nice things?

Why do I hang to my trust issues?

Many things have hurt me before

that I am afraid of the sound of the sun

I have ben absent for a long time now... a month exactly and even when I always go away, I also always come back. Why? Because I love it here, I love all the pictures and the beautiful blogs I see. But anyway, I want to talk about my trip to Minnesota, amazing trip was amazing. I went to visit my friend Jessica. Not gonna lie, the first two days were crappy and everytime I talked with my mom she noticed it. They were crappy because Jessica kind of ignore me and still hang out with her friends and I didn't want to ve an attention seeker but: dude, I came all the way from México just to visit you, come on. But eventually she did notice this fact and since that thrid day all was good. I met new people, had a little crush with a friend of her, grew out of that crush in like two days... weird shit was weird and they were all different of the people I am used to. Change is hard but it was just a one-week trip. All in all I did have a great time and I took lots of pictures of snow, which was the first time that I REALLY saw snow. Here in Monterrey I have seen it two times, but, not like in White Bear Lake.

2010-12-06T18:03:00.007-06:00

I got opium in my chimney, no other life to choose

nightmares made of hash dreams, the devil in my shoes.

What have I done wrong?

yeah nothing can go right with me it must be that I've been smoking

too long

Days like this, the wonders that winter brings in the wind. You can feel but you can't see. Paradox. Is it time to think about the future yes? Is it too late? Is all subjective. Everything is subjective. Normality. Being Pretty. Sad. Happy. Everything in its right place. I am talking nonsense and I know it, but I just do not know how to handle the situation. Will you love me if I tell you how I really am? Will I love me when I accept who I really am?

Hey? Do you want to pass the time or settle down this time? Many questions and I don't know the answer of many of them. Many questions and I don't know what I'm supposed to say... or do, or feel, or let the others see. There are people who have told me that when they first saw me they thought I was discret.

A self-made hero.

2010-11-14T22:27:00.004-06:00

I saw somebody who

reminded me of you

before you got afraid

I wish that you could've stayed that way

De alguna manera he llegado a un punto en mi vida en que estoy en paz conmigo misma y eso es reconfortante, digo, de haber estado en un punto en el que lo que cualquier persona me dijera me afectara, ahora no es así. Porque me di cuenta que la única persona que me puede hacer sentir menos soy yo, solo yo, y si yo no me hago sentir menos ¿Por qué alguien más tendría el derecho de hacerlo? Aunque sea cercano a mi, no importa, nadie puede, nadie debe. Entonces estuve pensando que este blog, aunque este abandonado, es mucho más personal que mi tumblr. En mi tumblr hay personas que conozco y veo casi todos los días que me siguen, aquí es como mi lugar, más privado y más mio, yo lo tomo como algo más personal. Y me gusta, porque es algo que uno construye poco a poco.

2010-10-23T15:40:00.004-05:00

I feel that everything is spinning, spinning out of place//There are few things that inspire me// You are one of them

Votre France a vous?

Paris, des heures dans les cafés, un certain esprit de rébellion, un côté un peu buté aussi, la mer, la vraie, en Bretagne, les marchés en Provence, le goût de la littérature, les librairies, les jolies éditions, refaire le monde pendant des heures autour d'une table et d'un bouteille, parler parfois pour ne rien dire, pour le gôut de parler, les musées, les théâtres, l'elégance, la délicatesse, l'héritage des Lumières, d'une philosophie humaniste, l'equilibre réussi entre une rigeur nordique et un savoir-vivre latin, l'insolence et la liberté.

In a surrealist manner I have been thinking that death is not the worst thing that can happen.

2010-10-09T00:18:00.002-05:00

Only after disaster can we be resurrected

Once or twice in your life you meet with the opportunity of making a radical change in your life. People don't know but everyone around them can be part of that change, you don't know but you may have already said "NO"

2010-09-25T23:08:00.003-05:00

The more we are the less we care

2010-09-17T20:21:00.004-05:00

Hey, been trying to meet you. Hey, must be a devil between us or whores in my head, whores at the door, whores in my bed, but hey, where have you been? If you go I will surely die. We're chained.

"Uh!" Said the man to the lady. Uhhh.. "Uh!" Said the lady to the man she adores and the whores like a choir "Uh, Uh" all nigh.t And Mary 'aint you tired of this? Uh is the sound that the mother makes when the baby brakes. We're chained.

source

2010-09-16T13:59:00.005-05:00

La única que hizo cara chistosa

Yo y mis amigos en una celebración del bicentenario.

200 años como país libre, y aunque la situación en la que se celebra no es la mejor, aun así me siento orgullosa de decir que soy mexicana.

2010-09-10T23:50:00.002-05:00

Ten decisions shape your life

You'll be aware of five about

seven ways to go through school

either you're noticed or left out

seven ways to get ahead

seven reasons to drop out

When I said "I can see me in your eyes"

You said "I can see you in my bed"

That's not just friendship it is romance too

You like music we can dance to

2010-09-05T23:18:00.003-05:00

I really want to see Somewhere, you just don't have an idea how much, how many times I see the trailer a day, is weird but in a good way.

So, yesterday right, and I was looking through tumblr and weheart it and I found a lot of Sofia Coppola related images that I'll share with you. Many (but not all) are from Miss Dior Chérie

(So I'll Sit Here) Waiting - The Like

Bookends - Simon & Garfunkel

I'll Try Anything Once - The Strokes

Love Like A Sunset Part II - Phoenix

So Sorry - Feist

I Am Young - Coconut Records

La Maison Où J'ai Grandi - Françoise Hardy

Exit Music (For A Film) - Radiohead

2010-08-27T21:57:00.003-05:00

Me gustas cuando callas porque estás como ausente,

y me oyes desde lejos, y mi voz no te toca.

Parece que los ojos se te hubieran volado

y parece que un beso te cerrara la boca.

Como todas las cosas están llenas de mi alma

emerges de las cosas, llena del alma mía.

Mariposa de sueño, te pareces a mi alma,

y te pareces a la palabra melancolía.

Me gustas cuando callas y estás como distante.

Y estás como quejándote, mariposa en arrullo.

Y me oyes desde lejos, y mi voz no te alcanza:

Déjame que me calle con el silencio tuyo.

Déjame que te hable también con tu silencio

claro como una lámpara, simple como un anillo.

Eres como la noche, callada y constelada.

Tu silencio es de estrella, tan lejano y sencillo.

Me gustas cuando callas porque estás como ausente.

Distante y dolorosa como si hubieras muerto.

Una palabra entonces, una sonrisa bastan.

Y estoy alegre, alegre de que no sea cierto.

Poema 15

Pablo Neruda

2010-08-08T14:13:00.000-05:00

Someday I know I'll be normal. But, what is normality anyway? What value does it have to be normal nowadays? I have always felt I've never fit in. I have always knew that I'm there, but not completely, and it sucks, because you feel lonely, Needing people more than they need you. You feel that you are not important. You feel useless. I happen to feel like this usually, not all the time, but, usually. I know I am not unique in feeling this way, many people feel like me. In fact, I will say sometimes, the majority of people feel like this. And you know what, then I realize I am normal. Because normal is a pattern, and if many people feels like this... Then I get to the conclusion that being a little depressed is normal.

2010-08-02T17:59:00.010-05:00

For in dreams, we enter a world that is entirely our own.

When is the exact moment you where you fall asleep?

One moment you're awake, the next one, you're not.

I usually have weird dreams, I think everyone, something that makes absolute sense in that moment, but when you wake up you think to yourself: "How can I possibly believe that was normal in any way"

I dream I can fly, that I can read minds and that I float in nothingness.

There are many songs that relax me in a way that it amazes me, many are from Radiohead. You should try to lay down, close your eyes and listen to How to Disappear Completely, or Nude. Is amazing.

For one thing or another I find it hard to trust people. I have trust issues, I try to work on it and open myself more, but I just, can't. I just can't.

That there, that's not me. I go where I please.

I'm not here. This isn't happening.

Right now, I'm trying to write a song and maybe do some painting. I love water colors, let's see how that goes.

Vogue Italia April 2010

Title: A White Story

Photographer: Paolo Roversi

Model: Guinevere van Seenus, Sasha Pivovarova

2010-07-31T16:39:00.002-05:00

2010-2011 Autumn & Winter Collection

Sally Scott

2010-07-31T16:30:00.004-05:00

Fotografías tomadas por mi

Modelo: Raquel

2010-07-28T21:56:00.004-05:00

Last night I dreamt you were dead

Das Parfum, die Geschichte eines Mörders

2010-07-24T23:36:00.002-05:00

Ella usó mi cabeza

como un revólver

e incendio mi conciencia

con sus demonios

No creerias las cosas

que he hecho por ella

cobardemente

pero sin vergüenza

This is an illustration I made from this picture I found in weheartit.com that I loved. Just look at the picture, I mean, is amazing- Sometimes, I really wish I was a ginger, don't misunderstand me, I love my hair color [I'm a brunette] but is just that, sometimes.

2010-07-21T21:19:00.004-05:00

Recuerdo a Poli

Era mi chica ideal

Una dulce perla blanca mexicana

La cual yo amaba

Pero nunca pude tener

Ni mostrarle todo lo que le escribi

2010-07-16T20:18:00.001-05:00

There was a time when you let me know what's really going on below

My Polyvore

2010-07-14T01:33:00.002-05:00

2010-07-13T20:07:00.003-05:00

I think it's time, we give it up

And figure out what's stopping us

From breathing easy and talking straight

The way is clear, if you're ready now

The volunteer is slowing down

and taking time to save himself

The little cracks they escalated

before you know it is too late

For making circles and telling lies

2010-07-10T15:02:00.000-05:00

What happens when you're 17 years old? What is next? I don't know the answers and I find myself not caring if I do or not. Is this something related to being young? In a way I have always known I want to change the world in a way, leave my mark. And you know what I am going to do today, in my birthday, I am planning on planting a tree. That will be the first step.

2010-07-05T20:16:00.000-05:00

Things I hate, things I love and things that I don't give a fuck.

So, I came back from my trip to New York, which was amazing by the way, I went to see Mamma Mia! at Broadway, Shop a lot, took a ride to SoHo and went to The Met.. Is probably my favorite museum next to Louvre (Which I also already visited).

I'll tell you that I saw the deathly hallows trailer and let me said that I am more obsessed with Harry Potter now that I was before (and I am a huge fan, I can quote every book). I can't wait for November to arrive already.

I'll just post random pictures this time.

2010-06-21T14:35:00.000-05:00

So. Have you heard? Today is June 21 and is officially the first day of summer. I am excited. There are many things I'll do and I've began today by doing several watercolors.

As of tomorrow, I am going to New York! For 12 days, In this lapse of time I will also visit, Washington and Boston. This will be my first time there and I just can't wait. Whenever I think of New York I can't help but sing.

New York I love you, but you're bringing me down.

Like a rat in a cage. Pulling minimun wage.

New York I love you, but you're bringing me down.

New York you're safer and you're wasting my time.

Our records all show you are filthy but fine.

But they shuttered your stores. When you opened the doors.

To the cops who were bored once they'd run out of crime.

New York you're perfect don't please don't change a thing.

Your mild billionaire mayor's now convinced he's a king.

So the boring collect. I mean all disrespect.

In the neighborhood bard I'd once dreamt I would drink.

New York I love you, but you're freaking me out.

There's a ton of the twist but we're fresh out of shout.

Like a death in the hall, that you hear through the wall.

New York I love you, but you're bringing me down.

Like a death of the heart. Jesus, where do I start?

But you're still the one pool where I'd happily drown.

Love was made to forget it...

2010-06-15T18:46:00.000-05:00

OMG! You Guise!

You know what day is today, don't you? Exactly, is CHEER UP KEANU DAY. And If you didn't knew of this international holiday go on and visit the facebook event.

[This is a parantesis. So no comment section. For Today.]

2010-06-13T22:03:00.000-05:00

My Sunday.

First of all I want to show you a fanmade video I made. Is Harry Potter related, I still thought you'll like it. So... ENJOY!

So, my Sunday. Wake up in the morning... I took a bath and went to church, long time since I entered one, it was a good feeling. Then I went to Gandhi, which is a book store, kind of the Barnes & Nobles of México and bought two DVDs: "Once" and "El Arte de Llorar en Coro". Once's soundtrack is amazing, I love it and the other movie, I haven't seen it yet, maybe tomorrow. I also bought Chuck Palahniuk's Fight Club, I saw the movie and I love it so much that I want to read the book. I'm beginning to read it tonight, it sure will be interesting and full of amazing quotes.

2010-06-10T18:52:00.000-05:00

Writing.

I have to write a children's book as an assigment for my french class. And I love the idea, but I don't know how to begin with. I'll suppose I'll begin with: Once upon a time... but that phrase is way overuse. That is the least of my writing problems. I am not very good at french verbe tenses and the correct use of them, I am not even good in some verb tenses of my natal language to be honest! I am trying, but for me all is very confusing.

In other news, I am re-reading Deathly Hallows because I can't wait for November to arrive already. Is the third time I'm reading it and I still notice details I didn't before. Is strange but, as the end of "Harry Potter" as a whole approaches, I can't help but feel nostalgic. This has been in my life for, what? Almost ten years now? Is a long period of time and I have became attached to this whole set of characters. Feeling I have seen them grow and all those things. It sounds a bit odd, but is how I feel.

PS-My new background song is Crown of Love by Arcade Fire-

2010-06-04T10:54:00.000-05:00

Day 30: Whatever tickles your fancy

So, this is the last day of the challenge. I thought I wouldn't make it, but, despise of not updating some

days, I did it. Today I will share with you my favorite poems of Jacques Prévert.

LE CANCRE

Il dit non avec la tête

mais il dit oui avec le coeur

il dit oui à ce qu'il aime

il dit non au professeur

il est debout

on le questionne

et tous les problèmes son posés

soudain le fou rire le prend

et il efface tout

les chiffres et les mots

les dates et les noms

les phrases et les pièges

et malgré les menaces du maître

sous les huées des enfants prodiges

avec des craies de toutes les couleurs

sur le tableau noir du malheur

il dessine le visage du bonheur

Il a mis le café dans la tasse

Il a mis le lait dans la tasse du café

Il a mis le sucre dans le café au lait

Avec la petite cuiller, il a turné

Il a bu le café au lait et il a reposé la tasse

Sans me parler

Il a allumé une cigarette

Il a fait des ronds avec la fumée

Il a mis les cendres dans le cendrier

Sans me parler

Sans me regarder

Il s'est levé

Il a mis son chapeau sur sa tête

Il a mis son manteau de pluie parce qu'il pleuvait

Et il est parti sous la pluie

Sans une parole

Sans me regarder

Et moi j'ai pris ma tête dans ma main

Et j'ai pleuré

2010-06-02T23:52:00.001-05:00

Day 29: Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days.

What I'll like to accomplish the following 365 days is the following:

-Write a book, particularly a romance/dram novel. Non fiction.

-Compose a song.

-Learn to play the piano.

-Learn to play the cello.

-Write a script.

-Get rid of my prejudice.

-Learn Portuguese

-Start studying Latin.

-Meet new people.

-Find love.

-Finally know what I want to do with my life.

-Do something useful with my life

-Start changing the world, any detail counts.

-Don't let myself get down because of others.

-Always give my opinion.

-Have fun with the things that come my way.

-Get more into photography.

-Buy a camera.

2010-06-02T17:21:00.000-05:00

Day 28: This year in great detail

Well, what has 2010 meant for me? And more important, what have I been for 2010? I started reading

a wider selection of books, beginning with actor Oscar Wilde, passing through Paulo Coehlo and will be

ending with Franz Kafka. I have been working on my attitude and I am currently trying to make myself

more efficent and efective. I did well on my second semester of high school and I am trying to stay as authentic

as I can be.

2010-05-30T15:26:00.000-05:00

Day 27: This Month, In Great Detail

Is almost the end of May and I am arranging my memories of this month.

I don't want to share everything in great detail because even i have forgotten some things, so I will share my

month in a vaguely way, very sorry.

The first days of may I remembered planning my best friends' party (they're twins). Their birthday

is on May 7 and they turned 17. A great age, true to be told, and an amazing night too.

with my friends, Raquel and Roberta

In this month I also experimented my last day of high school, I will return there until fall. It was a

nostalgic day because we were saying our good-byes to the people that are graduating and one of them

is a great friend of mine. I will of course, keep seeing her, but, next year she's going to Chicago or Vancouver,

and then I will miss her.

Me with Isabela

During may It was also the birthday of my friend Claudia, which I met in high school and she turned

out to be a great friend. We planned for her a surprise party and it did work, she didn't found or anything.

Me with Claudia

I started painting again, playing guitar, and taking pictures, I'm trying to build a portfolio and maybe

start writing a book. There are a lot of things in my mind lately that sometimes I don't even know the

time of the day. I am also planning my trip to New York next month.

2010-05-23T20:35:00.000-05:00

Day 26: Your week in great detail

This week has been a little busy because I have been presenting my final exams. I finished this high

school's semester this friday. On Monday I had my Biology exam and I was a little nervous because this

is the subject in where I have more trouble, but in the end I got a good final grade, so I suppose my exam

was good. On Tuesday I had my Human Development exam and it was very easy but also very long,

you could use the book. On Wednesday I had Spanish and it was easy but also long. Then on Tuesday

I had Begins of Christian Life and on Friday I had Social Science. After the end of my exams I went

to the IHOP with some friends because we celebrated my friend's birthday. I had for breakfast Nutella's

crêpes. Then we went to the mall and made some window shopping in Zara. Let me tell I love those

clothes. After that I went to the cinema. And that night I have a family dinner so I saw my cousins.

I fall asleep with the feeling of the wind in my face. On Saturday morning I woke up and got ready

for my sabatine french class, where as always I felt I don't know french very much but I can defend

myself. On Sunday I woke up and I listened to the Smiths, and I decided I want to marry Alan Rickman

because of his amazing voice. I truly admire him and his work.

2010-05-16T17:19:00.000-05:00

Day 25: Your day in great detail.

This sunday hasn't been my most productive day. I got up from my sleep and I think it was 11 something

in the morning. The first thing that I did was look for my sibling. Then I arranged myself some breakfast

which ended up being two cookies and a starbucks. Then I turned up my laptop and I was lost into

oblivion. Just kidding, I talked with my friend Lupe and we were pretty much very excited with our

mutual love for Severus Snape and all Harry Potter stuff related. And I had an obsession of reading

movie's quotes and pictures with subtitles. I decided it was idea to take a bath, so that is what

I did next. After my relaxing bath I ate lunch while listening to Devdendra Banhart and now I'm going

to see Lost in Translation. Is not in great detail but is more of a description than I usually do, I should be

studying for my final exam of Biology but I just can't. Have a happy Sunday.

2010-05-10T22:14:00.000-05:00

Day 24: Whatever tickles your fancy

In the danger of giving myself out (a risk I'm willing to take) I will talk a little about me in this entry.

I'm afraid it won't be very deep and shallowness will probably overflow but that is how I do things.

First of all, for me is very hard to trust in people, is part of who I am and is one of the things I'll like to

change of me. Second, I tend to obsess over little details and worry more than I really have too. I get

nervous when I talk in front of a relatively large multitude and I make problems of things without

importance. I am very sensitive and I cry easily depending on the situation. On the bright side, I try to

be optimistic, it doesn't work all the time but it does work. I like to read and I like to dance, even when

I know I don't do it well at all. I sometimes am in my own universe and I get distracted very easily.

I don't like people telling me what to do or how to act. I don't like hypocrites and I don't like liars. I'll like

to be a wine expert and be a conceptual artist or maybe an archeologist. Many things can describe

me, and a list can be made, but the true is that I don't really know myself.

2010-05-04T22:34:00.000-05:00

Day 23: A Youtube Video

The video I'm sharing with you is actually a short film called "Validation" I think this film is amazing

and its really worth your time. The people I have shown it to have liked it. Maybe you can give it a chance.

2010-05-02T00:01:00.000-05:00

Katherine, kiss me

Slip your little lips will split me

Split me away, your eye won't hit me

Yes, I love you, I mean, I

I'd love to get to know you

Sometimes I say the stupid things I think, I mean, I

Sometimes I think the stupidest things

And do you ever wonder how the boy feels?

Katherine, kiss me

Flick your cigarrette then kiss me

Flick your eyes at mine so briefly

Your leather jackets lies in sticky pools of Cider Blackberry

You glance and ricochet

From every alpha male behind me

Eyes like marbles on the washing machine

I wonder how the boy feels

Katherine, kiss me

In the alleway by Jackie's

Jacket in the sodium light

Yes, I love you, I mean, I, I mean, I, I need to love you

And thought your open eyes stay bored

Upon the overflowing pipes above me

Tonight I don't mind

Because I never wonder how the girl feels

2010-05-01T23:20:00.000-05:00

Day 22: A website

The website I am sharing with you is called We heart it. It is widely known and it has the best pictures,

most of my blog's pictures are taken from there. I find this page very inspirational and that is why I am

sharing this with you, If you don't know the site, this is the time you explore it.

Here is the link.

2010-04-30T17:06:00.000-05:00

Day 21: A recipe

I have choosen to share with you a chocolate macaron recipe. What is a macaron?

A macaron

is a confectionary. It is meringue-based: made from a mixture of egg whites, almond flour, and both

granulated and confectionery sugar.

Chocolate Macarons
Makes about fifteen cookies
Adapted from The Sweet Life in Paris (Broadway) by David Lebovitz

Macaron Batter

1 cup (100 gr) powdered sugar
½ cup powdered almonds (about 2 ounces, 50 gr, sliced almonds, pulverized)
3 tablespoons (25 gr) unsweetened Dutch-process cocoa powder
2 large egg whites, at room temperature
5 tablespoons (65 gr) granulated sugar

Chocolate Filling
½ cup (125 ml) heavy cream
2 teaspoons light corn syrup
4 ounces (120 gr) bittersweet or semisweet chocolate, finely chopped
1 tablespoon (15 gr) butter, cut into small pieces
Prune Filling
15 medium prunes (pitted), about 5 ounces (150 gr) prunes
2½ ounces (70 gr) best-quality milk chocolate, finely chopped
2 tablespoons Armagnac

Preheat oven to 350º F (180º C).

Line two baking sheets with parchment paper and have a pastry bag with a plain tip (about 1/2-inch,

2 cm) ready.

Grind together the powdered sugar with the almond powder and cocoa so there are no lumps; use

a blender or food processor since almond meal that you buy isn't quite fine enough.

In the bowl of a standing electric mixer, beat the egg whites until they begin to rise and hold their

shape. While whipping, beat in the granulated sugar until very stiff and firm, about 2 minutes.

Carefully fold the dry ingredients, in two batches, into the beaten egg whites with a flexible rubber

spatula. When the mixture is just smooth and there are no streaks of egg white, stop folding and scrape

the batter into the pastry bag (standing the bag in a tall glass helps if you're alone).

Pipe the batter on the parchment-lined baking sheets in 1-inch (3 cm) circles (about 1 tablespoon

each of batter), evenly spaced one-inch (3 cm) apart.

Rap the baking sheet a few times firmly on the counter top to flatten the macarons, then bake them

for 15-18 minutes. Let cool completely then remove from baking sheet.

To make the prune filling:

Cut the prunes into quarters and pour boiling water over them. Cover and let stand until the prunes

are soft. Drain.

Squeeze most of the excess water from prunes and pass through a food mill or food processor.

Melt the milk chocolate and the Armagnac in a double boiler or microwave, stirring until smooth. Stir

into the prune puree. Cool completely to room temperature (it will thicken when cool.)

To make the chocolate filling:

Heat the cream in a small saucepan with the corn syrup. When the cream just begins to boil at the

edges, remove from heat and add the chopped chocolate. Let sit one minute, then stir until smooth.

Stir in the pieces of butter. Let cool completely before using.

Assembly

Spread a bit of batter on the inside of the macarons then sandwich them together. Let them stand

at least one day before serving, to meld the flavors.

Store in an airtight container for up to 5 days, or freeze. If you freeze them, defrost them in the unopened

container, to avoid condensation which will make the macarons soggy.

Seeing macarons, or thinking of them always makes me think of Marie Antoinette.

2010-04-25T18:59:00.000-05:00

Day 20: A hobby of yours

One of my hobbies is photography, could be of a scenery, an object, a person, colors, anything, is the power

of capturing an instant and remembering the things you have forgotten when you see the photograph.

As Aaron Siskind once said photography is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving. What you have caught on

film is captured forever... it remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything.

Maria Jose is my best friend and I think she is my favorite person to capture.

2010-04-17T20:36:00.000-05:00

Day 19: A talent of yours

I think that if I have to show you a talent I consider having, I will show you my drawing. I think I am

pretty good at it. I have developed my taste through years of not putting any attention at school and

just draw. I can say that because of that practice I have improved a lot. I know I am far from being

a professional but I also think I am not an amateur.

I even had made waterpaintings at school, not putting attention to the teachers, and do they notice me?

The answer will be "No".

I just hope that you are all having a great weekend. I know that I, despite it all, finally am.

Sans toi les émotions d’aujourd’hui ne sont que la peau morte des émotions d’autrefois.

2010-04-10T14:37:00.000-05:00

Day 18: Whatever Tickles your fancy

2010-04-09T16:46:00.000-05:00

Day 17: An art piece

I am presenting you with a neoclassic sculpture by Antonio Canova: Psyche Revived by Cupid's Kiss.

This is an amazing work of art. The sculpture, first comissioned in 1793, is made of marble and can be

found in the Louvre Museum, in Paris, France. It represents the god Cupid in the height of love and

tenderness, immediately after awakening the lifeless Psyche with a kiss, a scene excerpted from Lucius

Apuleius' The Golden Ass.

2010-04-08T21:57:00.000-05:00

Day 16: A song that makes you cry

2010-04-07T23:33:00.000-05:00

Day 15: A fanfic

The one I recomend is pairing Fleur D./ Cedric D. from the Harry Potter Series. Rating is K+

The Trials of Persuit

2010-04-06T21:51:00.000-05:00

Day 14: A non-fictional book

This book is full of veridic stories that make you grow as a person and have hope in human kind.

2010-04-04T22:39:00.000-05:00

Happy Easter Everyone!

2010-04-04T03:00:00.000-05:00

Day 13: A fictional book

The picture of Dorian Gray. Is the most recent book I have finished reading and I enjoy it very much.

How do I got interested in this book? I know it is a classic, but I first came to the realization of the

book when it was mentioned in (500) Days of Summer. So there I go, I bought it and then I read it.

It was amazing, for me, in some parts even scary.

The novel tells tells the story of a young man called Dorian Gray that "sells" his soul in order to be

forever young and beautiful and that instead, the portrait painted by his friend Basil Hallward, receives

the weight of age and sin. If you want to read the book, here is the link.

Thanks a lot (500) Days of Summer for letting me know this book exists.

2010-04-03T01:49:00.000-06:00

Day 12: Whatever tickles your fancy

FORMSPRING.ME

2010-03-30T12:33:00.000-06:00

Day 11: A photo of you taken recently

Meet me. Not my best picture but it is ok. By the way, I'm going to Zacatecas for a trip!

I need a fix 'cause I'm going down. Down to the bits that I left uptown.
I need a fix cause I'm going down. Mother Superior jumped the gun.

Happiness (is a warm gun)

2010-03-29T14:02:00.000-06:00

Day 10: A photo of you taken over ten years ago

Me and my little sister Tamara

Sometimes I think of how my childhood was. Now I'm 16, and even when sometimes I want to go
back and live it again because it was so worth it. I know you can't make things back, which

is good. Non, je ne regrette rien!

2010-03-28T13:27:00.000-06:00

Day 9: A photo you took

Il a mis le café dans la tasse. Il a mis le lait dans la tasse de café.

Il a mis le sucre dans le café au lait. Avec la petite cuiller il a tourné.

Il a bu le café au lait et il a reposé la tasse. Sans me parler.

Il a allumé une cigarette. Il a fait des ronds avec la fumée.

Il a mis les cendres dans le cendrier. Sans me parler. Sans me regarder.

Il s'est levé. Il a mis son chapeau sur sa tête

Il a mis son manteau de pluie parce qu'il pleuvait.

Et il est parti sous la pluie. Sans une parole. Sans me regarder.

Et moi, j'ai pris ma tête dans ma main et j'ai pleure.

Jaques Prévert

2010-03-27T14:42:00.000-06:00

No matter what happens now, you shouldn't be afraid because today has been the most perfect day I have ever seen.

2010-03-27T08:32:00.000-06:00

Day 7: A photo that makes you sad

I just can't. The whole scene of the life of Carl and Ellie at the beginning it was funny, but as their life

progressed I cried. The movie showed me how life passes and even if we like it or not we have to move on.

2010-03-26T19:33:00.000-06:00

Day 7: A photo that makes you happy

And any other picture that is related with (500) days of Summer

2010-03-25T21:43:00.000-06:00

Day 6: Whatever tickles your fancy

Today I post whatever I want so I am posting these amazing pictures.

The Dog Days are over.

2010-03-24T23:20:00.000-06:00

Day 5: Your favorite quote

My favorite quote is in spanish and is from "The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho:

Es justamente la posibilidad de realizar un sueño lo que torna la vida interesante.

Is the possibility of realising a dream that turns life interesting.

2010-03-23T20:54:00.000-06:00

Day 4: Your favorite book

My favorite book. I have two. I am a fan to the bone of Harry Potter and it is just natural for my favorite

book to be Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. But my favorite book that is not related to the Harry Potter

series is The Alchemist by Paulo Coehlo. It is amazing and I highly recommend it. The book inspires you a

lot and incist for you to follow your dreams. I changed when I read this book. And the quotes, oh, the quotes

they are inspirational and insist for you to keep dreaming.

-Everyone on earth has a treasure that awaits him.
-The world's greatest lie: At a certain point in our lives we lose control of what's happening to us and our

lives become controlled by fate.
-Wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure.
-There is only one way to learn. It's through action.

2010-03-22T19:06:00.000-06:00

Day 3: Your favorite television program

I actually have two favorite TV series. Gossip Girl & Skins. Why do I like them? Gossip Girl because I find

it quite funny and interesting, and of course I love Chuck & Blair. The drama in the series keeps me interested.

And Skins is my passion. I simply love it, how it is so real and still manages to keep some fantasy. I love

the dialoges, the characters and most of all the charactors' history, their background, I think that in Skins,

the writer cares about the character's history because that is what makes them who they are and who

they will be.

2010-03-21T23:09:00.000-06:00

Day 2: Your favorite movie

Without hesitating, my favorite movie is Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I don't get tired of watching it and

every time I watch it again I discover a detailed I passed by in past ocassions, everytime I discover something new

of this movie. That is why I love it, apart from the amazing cast and extraordinary script.

Constantly talking isn't necessarily communicating.

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;

2010-03-21T00:10:00.000-06:00

Day 1: Your favorite Song

I don't think I have a favorite song, I mean, think of it, there is an almost infinite list to choose from that picking just one

is insane. So I think I'll like to share a song that I like a lot. This is going to sound so cliché these days but I have

to say I choose: Don't stop believing the cover by Glee cast because by some reason it makes me happy everytime

I hear it and I just want to sing out loud and do dramatic movements.

2010-03-20T23:48:00.000-06:00

I am doing a 30 day challenge, I hope it works, and I don't leave it undone in day 15 or something just like

almost everything I do. I took the idea from my Jonnie of causemepainagynessdeyn

Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book
Day 15 — A fanfic
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 — A talent of yours
Day 20 — A hobby of yours

Day 21 — A recipe
Day 22 — A website
Day 23 — A YouTube video
Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 — Your day, in great detail
Day 26 — Your week, in great detail
Day 27 — This month, in great detail
Day 28 — This year, in great detail
Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy

2010-03-18T16:40:00.000-06:00

- So what's the problem, Sammy-o? Is it just Mum, or is it something else? Maybe... school
are you being bullied? Or is it something worse? Can you give me any clues at all?
-You really want to know?
-I really want to know.
-Even though you won't be able to do anything to help?
-Even if that's the case, yeah.
-Okay. Well, the truth is... actually... I'm in love.
- Sorry?
-I know I should be thinking about Mum all the time, and I am. But the truth is, I'm in love and
I was before she died, and there's nothing I can do about it.
-Aren't you a bit young to be in love?
-No.
-Oh, well, okay... right. Well, I mean, I'm a little relieved.
-Why?
-Well, because I thought it would be something worse.
-Worse than the total agony of being in love?
-Oh. No, you're right. Yeah, total agony.

2010-03-13T15:07:00.000-06:00

And her famous quote, you know how it goes:

Sometimes I think I was born backwards... you know, come out of my mum the wrong way. I hear

words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate, and the people I hate...

2010-03-06T19:04:00.000-06:00

Chanson des escargots qui vont à l'enterrement

A l'enterrement d'une feuille morte

Deux escargots s'en vont

Ils ont la coquille noire

Du crêpe autour des cornes

Ils s'en vont dans le soir

Un très beau soir d'automne

Hélas quand ils arrivent

C'est déjà le printemps

Les feuilles qui étaient mortes

Sont toutes réssucitées

Et les deux escargots

Sont très désappointés

Mais voila le soleil

Le soleil qui leur dit

Prenez Prenez la peine

La peine de vous asseoir

Prenez un verre de bière

Si le coeur vous en dit

Prenez si ça vous plaît

L'autocar pour Paris

Il partira ce soir

Vous verrez des pays

Mais ne prenez pas le deuil

C'es moi qui vous le dit

Ça noircit le blanc d'oeil

Et puis ça enlaidit

Les histoires des cercueils

C'est triste et pas joli

Reprenez vous couleurs

Les couleurs de la vie

Alors toutes les bêtes

Les arbres et les plantes

Se mettent a chanter

À chanter à tue-tête

La vrai chanson vivante

La chanson de l'été

Et tout le monde de boire

Tout le monde de trinquer

C'est un très joli soir

Et les deux escargots

S'en retournent chez eux

Ils s'en vont très émus

Ils s'en vont très heureux

Comme ils ont beacoup bu

Ils titubent un petit peu

Mais la haut dans le ciel

La lune veille sur eux.

Jaques Prévert

2010-02-23T20:46:00.000-06:00

Alexandre Herchcovitch

Calvin Klein

Jeremy Scott

Alexander Wang

Herve Leger

Charlotte Ronson

Preen

Cushnie et Ochs

Diesel Black/Gold Collection

2010-02-21T10:48:00.000-06:00

I am 16 years old and I don't know what i want to do with my life yet. I know that I am still young and

have time to decide but I am a little stressed out because I don't have a specific life-achieving dream.

It blows my head up because I don't have a motor for making good things in my life because I don't know

what I am getting out of them. And is that everyone around me wants me to fill certain expectations

and frankly I am getting tired of it. I am not doing anything to fill those expectations but I did in the past and

little by little I am learning that people around me are faux. Not that I am the original person of the century

but I like to think I still have some dignity. In the bright side, I do enjoy life I do have friends (can count

them with the fingers of one hand) and I know I want to do something great something HUGE but I just

can't focus on what it is yet.

Untitled

Mi version of a pencil sketch

18. February. 2010

Unhappiness is best defined as the difference between our talents and our expectations.
-Edward De Bono

2010-02-17T16:46:00.000-06:00

What is beauty?

Beauty is abstract and complety depends on personal opinion. Beauty changes over time and context.

Beauty depends on our society's standars. Beauty is a variable in which we gave to it the value we want.

Beauty is all. All that we are wating for. What is beauty but a state of mind?

2010-02-06T23:18:00.000-06:00

Quelqu'un m'a dit que tu m'aimes encore. Serais ce possible alors?

Elle est jeune, elle est belle. Clémence, comme la poésie, un peu d'air, des nouveaux lieus que je n'ai pas

vu avant.

J'ai accepté d'ouvrir mon coeur

Un banal soir de novembre

Sereine, sans rien attendre

Sans crainte, ni doute, ni peur

J'ai recommencé à écrire, et mes yeux à ouvrir

J'ai aussi commencé peu à peu à comprendre

Ce que j'ai trop longtemps refusé d'entendre

"Dans une vie... il y a plusieurs chemins à suivre"

2010-01-25T17:09:00.000-06:00

I love you. But I gotta stay true.
You got me begging you for mercy. why won't you release me?

2010-01-21T21:42:00.000-06:00

What are friends for? Friends are the family we choose for ourselves. The group of people will be with us in

the good and bad days. In the days of sorrow and the days of joy. And it is not that friends are married,

because friendship is free and does not need a legal document to prove our loyalty (I debate myself

between if I believe in marriage or not, but I do believe in soulmates). Anyway, why I am talking of friends?

I really don't know but maybe because in 8 days I'm going to see a friend that I haven't seen in months.

She is one of my best friends, and she changed my life, and for good. I can't wait to see her, we have so

much to catch up. But tell me, how do you feel aboutfriendship?

2010-01-18T21:49:00.000-06:00

PEACE WILL COME TO ME.

MAISON MARTIN MARGIELA FALL/WINTER 2009

2010-01-11T16:36:00.000-06:00

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LE INSPIRATION

Dorothea Barth-Jörgensen+Amanda Nørgaard

2010-01-10T11:56:00.000-06:00

Is just a Sunday.

What to do in a day that was designed to do just nothing? I don't know, but being my last day of vacation I think

I should really do something productive today, the thing is: what?

Ce n'était pas sensible. Sans effort c'étais violent, sauvage. Ils n'avaient pas besoin d'approbation de quelqu'un.

Car seulement ils deux importaient. Beaucoup de personnes les dit que cette situation s'était sorti de maîtrise...

That was a little thing I wrote. But just have to say you have to pardon my french, is not my natal language.

2009-12-31T18:47:00.000-06:00

End of 2009. And we are awaiting 2010. This year has brought many changes. And many positive and

negative things. For 2010 you decide if this year is gonna be good. To make a long story short, these is what

I expect of 2010:

Travel (Maybe I will go to Peru)

Keep close to my roots and traditions

Be more into my photgraphy

Become an expert in the seventh art

And you? What do you expect of this new year?

2009-12-30T01:26:00.000-06:00

If you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?

God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has

us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle

children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great

War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that

one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning

that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.

Deja vu - all over again.

Fight Club. A movie you should see. All text are quotes from the movie.

Cole Mohr by Hedi Slimane.

2009-12-27T19:43:00.000-06:00

Yesterday I saw this amazing movie called "Left Luggage" about a young jewish girl named Chaya that is not

into her religion until she works as a nanny for the Kalman Family, specially with the young Simcha

who is four years old and apparently does't speak. The movie is more than that, it shows you a lot of the

traditions and the way of living of jews, and me, as and outsider helps me understand them and respect them

even more, because I can see how they just have this amazing way of being and how they are united in an

intimate way with their religion, something you don't see very often these days. I just thought that for the people

out there that haven't seen it, or are tired of today's movies, this 1998 film is an excellent option.

2009-12-24T18:25:00.000-06:00

At Christmas you tell the true. And the true is that I am feeling pretty optimistic at the moment. I
am as a matter of fact pretty excited today, I know off hand that I will love my presents and
I will be visiting my dear ones.

2009-12-18T19:32:00.000-06:00

When I'm at the pearly gates; this will be on my videotape, my videotape.

Mephistopheles is just beneath and he's reaching up to grab me.

{Writing in the Mirror. Drawing in my Pillow}

{Dancing Friends}

This is one for the good days. And I have it all here in red, blue, green.

In red, blue, green.

{Childhood never fades. Remains}

You are my center when I spin away. Out of control, on videotape.

This is my way of saying goodbye because I can't do it face to face.

I'm talking to you after it's too late.

{It's too late}

No matter what happens now, you shouldn't be afraid.

Because I know today has been the most perfect day I have ever seen.

2009-12-10T14:00:00.000-06:00

Driving Lessons-

I am taking driving lessons. This can mean two things:

1) I am learning how to drive a car.

2) I am learning how to drive my life.

I am learning how to drive my life because now I control myself without the aid of someone else. With responsibilities of my own, with my own decisions to make. I am learning how to drive my life because

now I am the one that choses the road to take. Now I am the one that decides to or not to change. I am

in control of my life because if I do something wrong I am the only one to blame.

I think that destiny is always involve in these kind of things. Even when we are the ones that choose the

life we held I believe destiny is involve. Always. Learning how to drive your life may be difficult at first or so

it is to me. But I think that experience is the best helping hand in this case.

And for you to know, I am taking driving lessons, the literal form, but I can't help believing that I am taking

them both.

2009-12-08T18:39:00.000-06:00

Today, it has passed 29 years since that tragic event. I wasn't even near to be born at that time

(I'm only 16 years old.) but I can imagine the impact it had for the fans and for the ones who admire him.

He had a message. A message that either you followed for its simple yet complex way to do things.

Or either you despised because it is difficult for you to change. I don't know what I'm really saying so

I hope you get the general idea. I am not the type of people that write a lot unless they are truly inspired

and even thought you can really get some word out for today... I can't. I don't know why.

As usual there is a great woman behind every idiot

2009-12-02T13:13:00.000-06:00

I was never the kind of one that fell in love at first time...

Now I came to realize that I have a huge obsession with her. Clémence Poésy. Her name is like music to

my ears and it seems that all I can do is sing. She is my favorite actress and I haven't seen a lot of her work,

not that I don't want to, but is just not avaiable. I have seen the basics: In Bruges, Goblet of Fire, I have even

seen Les Amants du Flore. But I want to see more. I have seen clips of Sans Moi and it looks very

interesting, people have told me it is. I want to see La Troisiéme Partie du Monde, because really,

Clémence and Gaspard Ulliel together, who wouldn't want to see that?

I don't know the procedence of this pictures and I know these are highly known around the globe but I

liked to share them because she simply looks so beautiful in here. What do you think of her? Have you

heard of her before? I think she is lovely.

2009-11-25T10:30:00.000-06:00

I want to see Blow Up so bad! But I just can't seem to find it anywhere. Maybe some old movie store will

luckily have it but I can't bet on that.

I have seen some clips, particularly the parts of Jane Birkin and the film just woos you to see it.

And I think you have noticed but I am in a phase where I am obsessed with Jane Birkin and Serge Gainsbourg

so, it appeals even more to me. For me, Jane Birkin has such a style, she is an icon.

So if anyone has seen Blow Up can you tell me what you thought of the film? I pretty much know

what it is about. But the feeling it lefts you, how is it?

2009-11-22T18:19:00.000-06:00

Could things get any better? Maybe. That is the theory of relativity.

I will surely get quoted in the future and will probably end in history books. But as for nnow:

I'm just a fucked-up girl looking for her own peace of mind

2009-11-05T18:25:00.000-06:00

You're all I want. You're all I need. You're everything. Everything

They were more than lovers; they were friends.

They danced in the night, they whispered long promises.

But those promises where soon to be forgot.

Each took their own road. Separate goals.

And the dancing nights were no more.

They had their lovers, they had their dance.

But once in a while they remembered the past.

Am I making any sense? Do I know how I feel?

Were common questions in their sleep.

And as if something mystical was between them

A day like no other they meet up again.

They look at each other's eyes

and remain there for what it felt forever.

And there was this happiness born in their insides.

"I love you, I haven't forget you."

He whispered in her ear.

She smiled with her radiant smile

"I have know all this time, something tells you're mine

and I'm yours. But we didn't understood."

They were more than lovers; they were friends.

They danced in the night, they whispered long promises.

2009-10-28T17:34:00.000-06:00

Maybe I am too shallow or maybe is just how I am. But I think a narcissist love is happier. You will never get hurt,

you will never suffer. It will be easier. But is not worth it. Aren't the best things in life the ones you work for?

The ones with obstacles. Love is that way. I wish I could look back and say: "This is it. Ground Zero.

Look everything we have accomplished"

2009-10-26T20:31:00.000-06:00

I was thinkig that in my free time I could start writing a story. I mean I am not that bad, in my opinion. The only problem is that I get author's block very easily (believe me, you don't know how many stories are unfinished in my notebooks). But yesterday will writing a little drabble I had the idea. I already have the final line but not the story itself. Here is what I have:

-And little by little my existence becomes nonsense. How was I suppose to predict that I ended like this? People around me could care less, I was never desired, never loved. Maybe that was the way that begun, because in this shit I found love, I found protection.
-Where you always this enlighten dear Cissy?

-Never. I guess it depends on the situation.

-Oh, I wish I have your guts Cissy, you are so beautiful and you don't even notice. You don't see what you provoke in man, you don't see how they see you, their lust always pointing your direction. But you are wrong, never loved and always desired. You are loved but you refused to see. Look at me, Cissy, look what I have done for you. And still you don't notice.

-Notice what?

-That I love you to death. That you are for me and I for you. While you find love and protection in this shit of a hole you have digg, I find the same love and protection in you. And I though I was pleased with only pieces, but I am not. I need the cake. I need you.

-That is so sweet of you. But you have said it until the very end. When none of this matters anymore, because my life is not going to be any longer. It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter! You are late. It doesn't matter.

-Matters to me.

What do you think? Any ideas? Anyway, thanks for reading and have a nice and productive week.

2009-10-12T19:07:00.000-05:00

Recuerdo a Poli
era mi chica ideal
una dulce perla blanca mexicana
la cual yo amaba

pero nunca pude tener

Zoe: POLI

2009-10-05T10:45:00.000-05:00

The amazing things that are left unsaid always wonder through my head. LOVE YOU

2009-09-26T22:02:00.000-05:00

I collect love heart sweets: you can change the messages if you scratch them, you just need a pin.

2009-09-15T20:32:00.000-05:00

¡Viva México! Arriba los mexicanos

2009-09-13T19:42:00.000-05:00

AGYNESS WITH BLACK HAIR! (click on the link to see her with black hair)